Wow, I am just beginning to realize that the school year is coming to a close. I can't say i really liked this year, since it was different of my previous expectations of what high school is, but I've met really cool people. By the way, this entry is AFTER everyone started doing sobby, emotional, reflections of the past year, so thank you to those who had to drag me back into this horrible journal. At least this is a place where you can be honest and everyone can see it so you dont keep having to tell everyone...[blah]....First of all, HC makes you tired and the academic demands it puts on you is very stressful...so don't ask me how's health careers been because thats what I'm going to say. Second, I don't naturally hate people, or I don't take pride it making fun of people, just as a joke....But this year there is one person who I seem to hate, but I don't and I cant figure out why....He is somewhat of a loner and tries to hang around our group, but he doesn't fit in...he can't get the picture. Being nice will just worsen our moods toward him, and being mean will make us remember him..(Jordan..ehem)...and I want neither. So as of now, and maybe for the rest of highschool, it will be a thorn in the side of our group. Btw the name starts with the 5th letter of the alphabet. Thirdly, I appreciate all the friendships I've made and what you have done to help..or [worsen] the day. It seems like we can never talk and when we do, time is limited to 45 minutes and a "nod" in halls. Even then our friendship is there and even if you feel that its not as "real" as it had been in middle school, it still is a great thing for me to have experienced. I don't know if im moving or not, but one thing is for sure, we will all be going our seperate ways (me definitely, since I don't want to stay in San Antonio for college) so even if I am moving to whatever place, it was just an earlier goodbye. Two weeks to go, and hopefully I can survive....[the drama of the basketball playoffs]